Thursday, July 14, 2016

New Play Gives White Parents A Glimpse of Black Parents' Pain

By Richard Kirsch
Just a few days before Alton Sterling and Philando Castile were killed by police officers, my wife and I went to the premier of the play "American Son," which opened in Pittsfield, Massachusetts in June. The play is carefully crafted to leave White audiences feeling the searing pain of finding out that their son was killed by a police officer.
 I left "American Son" stunned but then I realized that my grief was one more example of my White privilege. For 85 minutes I had sat through what the parents of Black boys and men live through their entire lives.
Playwright Christopher Demos-Brown carefully constructs his play to bring privileged White audiences into the story. He adds story elements that intentionally disrupt any neat explanations – life is rarely neat. But no matter how you sort through the contradictions, you are left with the inescapable conclusion that Jamal Ellis would be alive if he were White.
The play takes place entirely in the waiting room of a Miami police station in the early hours of the morning, where Jamal’s parents have gone after hearing that 18- year old has been “detained.” We first meet Jamal’s mother, who is a Black, PhD psychologist. Jamal’s Dad is a White FBI agent. They sent Jamal to an exclusive, almost all-White prep school. His Mom made sure he didn’t talk Black. Jamal is headed to West Point.
 We also learn that after Dad left home recently – he’s having an affair – Jamal started to wear baggy pants, grew dreads and is hanging out with other young Black men, whom his parents don’t know.
The day before he was pulled over Jamal had put a “SHOOT COPS with your cell phone” bumper sticker on the back of the Lexus his Dad gave him as a high school graduation gift. His Mom had thought about telling him he had to take the sticker off, but she wanted to give her West Point bound high school graduate permission to rebel.
 The cop who pulled over Jamal and his friends is Black and, as it turns out, so is the police department’s public affairs officer, whom his parents have been waiting for with increasing dread. That dread deepened after Dad is emailed a grainy video in which a Black man – does he look like Jamal? – appears to have been shot. Dad explodes in anger when the public affair officer still won’t tell them where Jamal is. He lashes out first at a White policeman and then the Black official and is charged with resisting arrest.
 After Dad is taken away for booking, the Black officer sits down with Mom – who has been torn between anger and fear for hours – and tells her she shouldn’t have let her son drive with that bumper sticker, that she couldn’t hide her son’s Blackness no matter how she tried. She listens, her face anguished, and then tells him to “fuck off.”
 All the time I’m hoping, believing that Jamal will be all right. Because I want to believe. I have to believe. Because all my life my White privilege – just as Jamal Dad’s White privilege – has protected him from the tragedy of injustice.
Finally, when Dad is released, the police official reads Jamal’s parents the official report. Jamal was pulled over with the two other young men after one of them bought some marijuana. One of the young men started to run and the other two got out of the car. Jamal, according to the report, put his hand on the police car and the police officer started firing at the fleeing boy. A shot went into Jamal’s head, killing him instantly. There will be a full inquiry we are told, as the curtain falls over his stricken parents.
 And for a few minutes we are stricken too. Powerful drama puts us in the story, into Jamal’s parents’ shoes. The shoes of educated, privileged parents who are like you but different; they tried to construct a world for their son away from the danger that faced him as a Black man. And could not.
 We went home. I turned on the baseball game to break the spell. As painful as that moment was, it was just a moment. As a parent of three kids, I can think of nothing worse than one of my children dying. But Jamal is not my child. While I’m sad and angry when I hear about the killings in Orlando and in France and in Sandy Hook and now in Dallas, I don’t grieve deeply for those families either. My life goes on.
I can go to a nightclub or a café without worrying that I will be killed. But if my 27 year old son were Black I would have been worrying about him every day since he was first old enough to walk out of our door on his own. And that, even at my age, I’d worry every time I got in my car.
What can we Whites do? We can start by speaking out, by declaring that we do have White privilege. And by wearing our White privilege as a weight that never be lifted. A weight we can try to lighten by fighting against the systemic racism that shapes our world.
"American Son" premiered at Barrington Stage Company in Pittsfield, Massachusetts from June 17th to July 9th. It won the prestigious Laurents/Hatcher Award for Best New Play of 2016. Richard Kirsch is Director of Our Story - The Hub for American Narrative.

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Mid-Year Book Freak Out TAG


Full credit to A Book So Fathomless for coming up with these questions. Find their post here.


I did this TAG/post last year and thought it was a good one. Since we're in July now(ahhhhhh!), I thought it would be fun to do it again. With different books, obviously.


1. Best book you've read so far in 2016?
There's no thought process here. I've pretty much thought of nothing but this book for the past two months. Are you going to be surprised? Do you know me at all? A Court of Mist and Fury will not only be my favourite book of 2016, but it easily became an all time favourite.


2. Best sequel you've read so far in 2016?
I gotta go with two here; US because it is everything and I literally re-read it every week. And Gemina because it's intense and insane and bloody brilliant.

3. New release you haven't read yet but want to?
This will be very shocking and possibly blasphemous. I still have not read The Problem With Forever. I don't even know guys. There's an unread JLA book sitting on my shelf. I believe it's the sign of the Apocalypse.

4. Most anticipated release for the second part of the year?
Well based on my pre-orders I'd say too many. I guess Crooked Kingdom and Heartless are where my grabby hands are most intense.

5. Biggest disappointment?
Now, I didn't hate it, just Charged was pretty meh. *sad face* I hate not loving a favourite authors book. It's a terrible feeling.

6. Biggest surprise?
My immediate thought was The Naturals. I figured I'd like it. But it totally blew me away. And the series gets better and better. So good. Sooooo good.

7. Favourite new to you author?
There's two that I finally read from and then proceeded to binge a bunch of their books; Taylor Jenkins Reid and R.S. Grey.

8. Newest fictional crush?
Well there's Crosbie and Liam and Zeb. Who are all HOT but pale in comparison to Rhysand. Rhys is now my life. I plan to marry A Court of Mist and Fury.

9. Newest favourite character?
I have to go with two different gangs of characters. Rhys's inner court from ACOMAF because obviously. And all the kids from Some Kind of Perfect because(also) obviously.

10. Book that made you cry?
A few made tear up. Nothing comes close to Half Lost. It was an ugly cry of epic proportions. In fact
I'm still not over that book.

11. Book that made you happy?
Quite a few really. US and Undecided are the stand outs though. Mostly because I can't go a few days without re-reading my favourite parts.

12. Favourite book to movie adaptation?
No question, Me Before You. Spot on in every way. One of the best adaptations I've seen.

13. Favourite review you've written this year?
Goes hand and hand with my favourite book. Although I'd say review is to be used loosely. It's more like fangirl freak out. My review for A Court of Mist and Fury can be found here.

14. Most beautiful book you've received so far this year?
It may not have my favourite inside, but there's no denying that The Raven King is gorgeous. The covers for the whole series are things of beauty. I want them on my wall.

15. What books do you need to read by the end of the year?
How long do you have? Cause I want to read them all. ARC's always take priority; I got quite a few of them to get through. I also want to finish Jane Eyre; which I've (very) slowly been reading this year. There's quite a few series I need to finish off; Their Fractured Light, Monument 14: Savage Drift, Monsters of Men, The Seven Realms series. Let's just say I got my hands full. 


What's your favourite book from the first half of the year?

Happy reading!

Brittany

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

Miracles are Here

On a morning when I wake up
wanting some kind of miracle
to happen and nothing
in particular 
happens
that's when I try just
to watch that desire
and breathe it
away. 

And then this
thought occurs to me:
Maybe you are asking
for the wrong sort.
Maybe you don’t need the
flashy miracles where some
glowing angel appears or
you suddenly can fly or
you can speak to the dead
or predict the future
with or without tea leaves.

No.

Maybe the point is
that miracles
are right here in these
fingers creating meaning
out of little black squiggles
tapped onto a white screen.

Or in a sunflower bigger
than a dinner plate.
Or in a smiling baby
with toes like tiny pink pearls.
Feel the gentle air
expanding your lungs.
Smell the pine trees on a mountain –
just because I write the words.

All of it, every single thing
is miraculous
if you take the time to notice.



Review: The Year We Fell Apart by Emily Martin

The Year We Fell Apart by Emily Martin

Publisher: 
Simon Pulse
Publication Date: 
January, 26th, 2016
Pages: 
316
Source: 
Borrowed from Library
Rating: 
2/5
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Few things come as naturally to Harper as epic mistakes. In the past year she was kicked off the swim team, earned a reputation as Carson High’s easiest hook-up, and officially became the black sheep of her family. But her worst mistake was destroying her relationship with her best friend, Declan.

Now, after two semesters of silence, Declan is home from boarding school for the summer. Everything about him is different—he’s taller, stronger…more handsome. Harper has changed, too, especially in the wake of her mom’s cancer diagnosis.

While Declan wants nothing to do with Harper, he’s still Declan, her Declan, and the only person she wants to talk to about what’s really going on. But he’s also the one person she’s lost the right to seek comfort from.

As their mutual friends and shared histories draw them together again, Harper and Declan must decide which parts of their past are still salvageable, and which parts they’ll have to let go of once and for all.



This book just made me angry. Harper is a very frustrating character. She takes selfish and idiotic to a whole other level. Based on her peers(her parents and her friends) there's no explanation for her continued stupid behaviour and actions. Harper's friendship with Sadie is very problematic and I'm scratching my head over the fact that it took her three years to figure that out. It took me forever to warm up to Harper. And as soon as I was starting to she'd ruin any nice feelings I was having for her. She takes advantage of her friends; Cory most specifically. Harper needs to figure out her priorities. And stop saying sorry, which is not an automatic forgiveness. Although it seemed to be far too many times...

Harper's friends, the supporting cast are really the only saving grace for this book. Well, and the writing was well done. Cory and Declan are her best friends from early childhood. But feelings for Declan sprouted. They got together, angst and Harper broke them apart. So here's Harper trying to get back her friendship with Declan. Except you know just thinking how much you miss and love him ain't going to bring him back when your actions and words are saying otherwise. Cory is there for Harper at every turn and seriously, he's an amazing friend. Mack and Gwen are two great girls that for some reason decide they want to be friends with Harper. She needs good girlfriends like them. But of course, she's stand offish and generally her stupid self. But for some reason, these girls are just not willing to give up on her. Which means Harper is just lucky to have all these people in her corner when she doesn't always deserve it.

I don't have much to say about the romance because I thoroughly liked Declan, obviously do not care for Harper. So I obviously can't get behind Declan forgiving her. Honestly, she doesn't deserve him at this point in her life. She took advantage of him like she's good at.

Was seeing major red when Harper was almost raped. I mean, that whole chapter is the fucking problem with they way too many people see drinking and partying. Harper is saying no, then she's not sure what is happening, says no again, and again till Kyle finally backs off. Then Harper is just ashamed of herself for letting herself get drunk, takes some of the blame for being the person she hates; again. And it's generally passed over by her and her friends. Grrrr....Red, red everywhere.

And as per is to be expected with so many contemporaries, the ending is rushed and half-assed. There is so much up in the air for Harper. With so many people. Of course, the biggest issues are with Declan. The end was very unsatisfying. They barely clear the air; barely touch on anything that's still standing between them, but they've got forever to figure it out so The End. Nope. That type of ending is not okay. It's bloody annoying. There was a point when I was thinking of DNF'ing. And I guarantee if I'd knew that was the shit that was coming my way, I would have. What a fucking waste.

I can't help thinking that I probably would have enjoyed this book more if it was from before Harper lost herself. If the story was about her and Declan taking their friendship to more. I liked the Harper we got in the past. But unfortunately, that wasn't this story. So The Year We Fell Apart we just ain't going to be seeing each other again.

Happy reading!

Brittany

Monday, July 4, 2016

Top Ten Tuesday: Read These Amazingly Underrated Books

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme held by The Broke and the Bookish.


This week's topic is: Books that I enjoyed that have under 2000 ratings on Goodreads.

There is no way this list is going to be 10. So I'm just going to break it down into genres and will post a link to my review(if I have one).
Side note; I know some of these are relatively new releases, but that's no excuse.

Romance/NA
I love all of these books so much. They're pretty much my go to's when recommending romance. I seriously can't believe more people haven't read them. So do yourself a favour and get on it.

Reviews: UndecidedCarry the OceanThis is One MomentLuck on the LineWicked Heart

YA Contemporary
Over the past year or two contemp has become my go to genre(besides NA). So I've become quite critical and picky. Give these lovelies some lovin'.
Reviews: How to Say I Love you Out LoudThe Summer After You + MeSome Kind of NormalThe Truth About UsWanderlost| Summer of SloaneThe Loose Ends List

Other YA
Here's a mish-mash of some really underrated sci-fi, paranormal, historical and fantasy. Sad story, the author of Liberty decided to not continue on with writing what could have been an amazing series because of so little readers. Very very sad.

Adult Fiction
A thriller. A fairy tale re-telling. And some chic-lit. Eat them up, friends.


You guys read any of these? Link up your TTT.

Happy reading!

Brittany

Sunday, July 3, 2016

Weekly Wrap-Up June 19th - July 1st


Laziness prevented me from doing a wrap-up last week. So here's what I managed to read these past two weeks. Four physical books; two being ARCs. Five e-books.



The Vanishing Throne(The Falconer #2) by Elizabeth May ****
Review to come.

Maybe in Another Life by Taylor Jenkins Reid ****
Well it has become abundantly clear that TKR has no problem getting me to read her book as fast as I can. I really liked how TKR explored the what if storyline. You know, how there's infinite us's out there in the universe that continually sprout up after every decision we make. Well in this one we follow two different Hannah's following a night out in which she made a significant decision. The two different lives Hannah were very different but also had a lot of the same discoveries and situations. So Maybe in Another Life explores fate and also true love in a really compelling way. I honestly wasn't favouring one life over the other. Both had their ups and downs. And I'm very happy with the outcome in both. Unsurprisingly, another great read from TKR. I'm so happy to have found a new favourite author. 

Scoring Wilder by R.S. Grey ****
I've Scoring Wilder sitting on my Kindle for way too long. I'll admit to being a little hesitant. Soccer is a heavy part of the book and since soccer and I are life, it's pretty near impossible to enjoy a book that depicts my sport incorrect in even a little way. Great news, not even close to the case here. So I got a really great romance, a bunch of laughs with the background of my favourite sport. Sports romances are my downfall and this one is now one of my favourites. Super cute and fun, with the added bonus of fantastic characters. The romance between Kinsley and Liam is sweet, adorable and sexy. Annnnnddd, guys, Scoring Wilder is one of the very few romance books I've read that didn't fall into the stupid keep secrets and fall out trope. Kinsley and Liam have a lot of obstacles to overcome. Kinsley has some reservations. But guess what, they talk about them. Liam works hard to make sure Kinsley is happy and knows his feelings. A couple that actually works to make their relationship work out; what is this wizardry? Obviously, I really enjoyed Scoring Wilder. 

Settling the Score(The Summer Games #1) by R.S. Grey ****
More soccer! And even better, with the Rio Olympics setting. Which is absolutely perfect because I'm so excited for the Olympics. So this book just adds to that excitement. And, of course, the romance had me hooked too. Andie and Freddie are Olympians, professional athletes and hot. Perfect romantic read. There's a lot standing in their way. Preventing them from really exploring the instant attraction they felt upon meeting in the athletes village. Frustration ensues for the characters and the reader(me). But I was just having so much fun with this book; it's super funny and sweet. I also loved seeing the characters from Scoring Wilder play a supporting role. It really just added to my enjoyment of the book. The setting, the backdrop of the Olympics and the athletes village is just the best part, though. Ah, I'm so excited for August. 

The Allure of Julian Lefray(The Allure #1) by R.S. Grey ****
It's now become pretty obvious that R.S. Grey is pretty spot on with writing great couples. I really liked the relationship dynamic and development in this one. I would call it slow burning. Josie and Julian have that attraction and pull to each other, but their working relationship is sort of in the way. Which allows them to build up a solid friendship before falling into bed and ultimately love. Of course, the book is fun and cute with a bunch of laughs. 

The Allure of Dean Harper(The Allure #2) by R.S. Grey
I will admit that Dean and Lily aren't my favourite couple of R.S. Grey's that I've met thus far. But I think their story is my favourite. They're both so stubborn and confident in themselves that their electric but also have an immediate dislike of the other. It's nothing but a good time watching them argue well fight their attraction. It's pretty obvious they're perfect for each other. They can both handle the type of crazy the other one brings. Again, I was laughing on pretty much every page. Hate to love relationships are some of the best. 

Undecided by Julianna Keyes *****(re-read)
"Crosbie, I have such need." If you've read this book like I've told you to, you would get that quote and why it fits my need for a re-read. Yes, I only read Undecided earlier this year. But I've re-read my favourite parts a bunch of times since then. So I figured/needed a full re-read was in order. You can find my original review here.

Losing It(Losing It #1) by Cora Carmack ***(re-read)
I suddenly realized it had been too long since I'd read a Carmack book. And then also surprised myself by realizing I've never re-read Losing It. Which was my first Carmack and one of my first NA, oh so many years ago now. And well I definitely still think Losing It is a fun and quick read; I've greatly improved my NA palate these past few years. It, unfortunately, doesn't totally stand the test of time. Like I said, I still enjoyed it. But there's much better out there from Carmack(her Rusk University series is a billion times better) and the NA community.

The Memory Book by Lara Avery ****
Review to come.




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Have you guys read any amazing books this week?

Happy reading!

Brittany

Friday, July 1, 2016

2016 Favourites Part 2

Check out Part 1.

Most importantly, Happy Canada Day! Welcome to my second quarter reading wrap-up and most favourite reads. It has been an interesting quarter. I've been reading, but my blogging and general mood have not been great. That's beside the point. I'd like the dub this the quarter of series finales. It very rarely happens that the last book in a series ends up being a favourite, and that still remains true as only one finale will be listed below. Otherwise, I've kept consistent in my need to devour a bunch of rereads and NA/romance books. #shocking #saysnooneever

April 1st to June 30th reading stats:
Read: 60
Reread: 15
Most read genre: New Adult/Romance
Total pages: 21 947
Total books so far this year: 125
Total pages so far this year: 42 770

I'm still having pretty good luck with the books I'm reading. A lot of 4, 4.5 and 5 stars being given. I will admit that there hasn't been a lot of standouts. But the BIG ONE, the one I'm still not over, still obsessing over will more than likely be my most favourite read of this year. If something can top it I don't even know what will happen to my body. #dramaqueen


I wasn't ever expecting anymore Jake and Chelsea. But the book God's rained down and brought me just a little more of their super adorable relationship and family. LOL's were had.


My eyes, they leaked. This book is both so beautiful and so sad. But mostly, it's a very important story to be told. 

GAME CHANGING MASTERPIECE. My new favourite book of ever. OTP I never knew I needed but now they are my air. 

Glorious. Khalid and Shazi are wonderful and romantic and amazing complex characters. The writing is beautiful. The story is intriguing. I JUST LOVE THIS DUOLOGY WITH ALL MY HEART.



Utterly readable and compelling. Emotional. In fact, I haven't stopped thinking about this story. I've come to appreciate it more and more as time passes. 

The Way Back to You is just a great adventure about two lost friends healing their hearts together and accepting grief as part of their day to day lives. 

Perfection.
10 books. 6 phenomenal characters. 3 complex and wonderful loving couples. And this is it. SKoP is beyond satisfying and the most beautiful wrap-up to one of my ultimate favourite series.

My favourite AC book. All the laughs and sexiness, of course. But also Natalie is spunky and loves cheese. Even better, Oscar is a gorgeous broody owner of a creamery. Take note here: HOT AS HELL FARMER.


Fucking insane. Intense. An amazing and dare I say even better follow-up to Illuminae. 

Guys read this series. The story lines the JLB has weaved together and brought to light in this book is jaw-droppingly brilliant. 



What's your favourite book of 2016 so far?

Happy reading!

Brittany